Iridescent Alvrose

Sabtu pagi, seperti biasa, ada kegiatan TDI - Tafaqquh fii Diin al-Islam - di kampus tercinta UM (Universitas Negeri Malang). Kegiatan TDI dimulai jam 06:30 sampai 09:00. TDI termasuk mata kuliah Islam Education (PAI), yang diadakan 2 minggu sekali di Masjid Al-Hikmah UM, selain jam wajib PAI setiap minggunya. Terhitung minggu ini, sudah 3x aku mengikuti TDI. Minggu pertama dilaksanakannya pre-test untuk pembagian kelas. Yang kedua dan ketiga berjalan seperti biasa, setelah penyampaian materi langsung diisi oleh kakak-kakak dari UKM ASC (Al-Qur'an Study Club) untuk membimbing BBQ (Bimbingan Baca Qur'an) sesuai kelas yang telah ditentukan saat pre-test sebelumnya. 2 minggu awal TDI biasa saja. *(Hanya sedikit shock karena masuk kelas B) Hehehe... Minggu ketiga TDI mulai terasa bosan yang menyebabkan percepatan evaporasi (baca : menguap) :3 To be honest, bukan penyampaian materinya yang membosankan, melainkan BBQ-nya. Bukan maksud saya untuk menyerang, mengkritik, dan ...

Tearing me apart with words you wouldn't say, And suddenly tomorrow's a moment washed away 'Cause I don't have a reason, and you don't have the time, But we both keep on waiting for something we won't find The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday, With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade We said it was forever but then it slipped away, Standing at the end of the final masquerade The final masquerade All I ever wanted, the secrets that you keep, All you've ever wanted, the truth I couldn't speak 'Cause I can't see forgiveness, and you can't see the crime, And we both keep on waiting for what we left behind The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday, With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade We said it was forever but then it slipped away, Standing at the end of the final masquerade The final masquerade The final masquerade Standing at the end of the final masquerade The light on the horizon was brig...

Sudah lama sejak aku terakhir bercerita tentang pengalamanku, kan? Apalagi tentang kuliahku di UM, sama sekali belum pernah. Hehee.. Maafkan ^^v Ya, karena kesibukan yang luar biasa dengan waktu yang senantiasa mengejarku, jadilah blog ini kosong, garing tanpa empunya. Hari ini, di UM (Universitas Negeri Malang) mengadakan ABS (Abdi Bhakti Sastra), yang bertujuan untuk meng uatkan keakraban dan kebersamaan kami, warga Faculty of Letter, Universitas Negeri Malang. . . . . . Maaf, Mianhe, Sorry, 'Afwan.. Berhubung aku harus pergi sekarang juga, lain kali kulanjut di PART 2 ya.. To be continue . Yakin. Believe me, ho! T hank you so much yaa ^^ PS : ini udah ada part 2 nya... Check it out, guys! ^^  Just click  here!  

Is this the real life? Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide No escape from reality Open your eyes Look up to the skies and see I’m just a poor boy (Poor boy) I need no sympathy Because I’m easy come, easy go Little high, little low Any way the wind blows Doesn’t really matter to me, to me Mama just killed a man Put a gun against his head Pulled my trigger, now he’s dead Mama, life has just begun But now I’ve gone and thrown it all away Mama, ooh Mama, ooh Didn’t mean to make you cry If I’m not back again this time tomorrow Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters Too late, my time has come Sends shivers down my spine Body’s aching all the time Goodbye, everybody I’ve got to go Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth Mama, oooooooh (Anyway the wind blows) I don’t want to die Sometimes wish I’d never been born at all I see a little silhouetto of a man Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango Thunderbolt and lightning, very, very frightening me (Galileo) G...

Look in the mirror and tell me Just what you see What have the years of your life Taught you to be Innocence dyin' in so many ways Things that you dream of are lost Lost in the haze Hold on, Baby Hold on 'Cause it's closer than you think And you're standing on the brink Hold on, Baby Hold on 'Cause there's something on the way Your tomorrow's not the same as today Don't you recall what you felt When you weren't alone Someone who stood by your side A face you have known Where do you run when it's too much to bear Who do you turn to in need When nobody's there Outside your door He is waiting Waiting for you Sooner or later you know He's got to get through No hesitation and no holding back Let it all go and you'll know You're on the right track ~~~~~ One of my favourite song ever.. Stay update for old song! :'D My Sincere, ^^ Alvi Rosyidah - @alv_eleanor

I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping While my guitar gently weeps I look at the floor and I see it needs sweeping Still my guitar gently weeps I don't know why nobody told you How to unfold your love I don't know how someone controlled you They bought and sold you I look at the world and I notice it's turning While my guitar gently weeps With every mistake we must surely be learning Still my guitar gently weeps Well.. I don't know how you were diverted You were perverted too I don't know how you were inverted No one alerted you I look at you all see the love there that's sleeping While my guitar gently weeps Look at you all Still my guitar gently weeps.. I look from the wings At the plane you are staging W hile my guitar gently weeps As I am sitting here Doing nothing but aging Still my guitar gentl y weeps..   ~~~~~ Well.. This is a song - While My Guitar Gently Weeps - which I love it much...

Oceans apart day after day And I slowly go insane I hear your voice on the line But it doesn't stop the pain If I see you next to never How can we say forever CHORUS : Wherever you go Whatever you do I will be right here waiting for you Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks I will be right here waiting for you I took for granted, all the times That I thought would last somehow I hear the laughter, I taste the tears But I can't get near you now Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me going crazy BACK TO CHORUS I wonder how we can survive This romance But in the end if I'm with you I'll take the chance Oh, can't you see it baby You've got me going crazy BACK TO CHORUS

I close my eyes only for a moment, and the moment's gone All my dreams pass before my eyes, a curiosity Dust in the wind, all they are is dust in the wind Same old song, just a drop of water in an endless sea All we do crumbles to the ground, though we refuse to see Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind Now, don't hang on, nothing lasts forever but the earth and sky It slips away, and all your money won't another minute buy Dust in the wind, all we are is dust in the wind Dust in the wind, everything is dust in the wind...

Let me tell you how it will be There's one for you, nineteen for me Cos I'm the taxman, yeah, I'm the taxman Should five per cent appear too small Be thankful I don't take it all Cos I'm the taxman, yeah I'm the taxman If you drive a car, I'll tax the street If you try to sit, I'll tax your seat If you get too cold I'll tax the heat If you take a walk, I'll tax your feet Taxman! Cos I'm the taxman, yeah I'm the taxman Don't ask me what I want it for (Aahh Mr. Wilson) If you don't want to pay some more (Aahh Mr. Heath) Cos I'm the taxman, yeah, I'm the taxman Now my advice for those who die Declare the pennies on your eyes Cos I'm the taxman, yeah, I'm the taxman And you're working for no one but me Taxman! ~~~ Ini salah satu lagu favoritku.. Taxman - yang artinya 'petugas pajak'. Arti bebasnya juga bisa 'penarik pajak'. Yang menyusun lagu ini adalah Geor...

  There's a hero if you look inside your heart You don't have to be afraid of what you are There's an answer if you reach into your soul And the sorrow that you know will melt away And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you It's a long road And you face the world alone No one reaches out a hand for you to hold You can find love if you search within yourself And the empitiness you felt will disappear And then a hero comes along With the strength to carry on And you cast your fears aside And you know you can survive So when you feel like hope is gone Look inside you and be strong And you'll finally see the truth That a hero lies in you Oh ho, Lord knows dreams are hard to follow But don't let anyone tear them away, hey yeah Hold on there will be tomorrow...

  I'm sitting here in the boring room It's just another rainy Sunday afternoon I'm wasting my time I got nothing to do I'm hanging around I'm waiting for you But nothing ever happens and I wonder I'm driving around in my car I'm driving too fast I'm driving too far I'd like to change my point of view I feel so lonely I'm waiting for you But nothing ever happens and I wonder I wonder how I wonder why Yesterday you told me 'bout the blue blue sky And all that I can see is just a yellow lemon-tree I'm turning my head up and down I'm turning turning turning turning turning around And all that I can see is just another lemon-tree Sing! ~~~ I'm sitting here I miss the power I'd like to go out taking a shower But there's a heavy cloud inside my head I feel so tired Put myself into bed While nothing ever happens and I wonder Isolation is not good for me Isolation I don't want to sit on the lemon-tree I'm steppin' ...

All the leaves are brown And the sky is grey I've been for a walk on a winter's day I'd be safe and warm if I was in L.A. California dreaming On such a winter's day Stepped into a church I passed along the way Well, I got down on my knees and I pretend to pray You know the preacher like the cold He knows I'm gonna stay California dreaming On such a winter's day All the leaves are brown And the sky is grey I've been for a walk on a winter's day If I didn't tell her, I could leave today California dreaming On such a winter's day On such a winter's day On such a winter's day...

Watch all the flowers Dance with the wind Listen to snowflakes Whisper your name Feel all the wonder Lifting your dreams You can fly Fly to who you are Climb upon your star You believe you'll find your wings Fly to your heart Touch every rainbow Painting the sky Look at the magic Glide through your life A sprinkle of pixie dust Circles the night You can fly Fly to who you are Climb upon your star You believe you'll find your wings Fly Everywhere you go Your soul will find a home You'll be free To spread your wings Fly You can fly To your heart Fly to the heights of all you can be Soar on the hope of marvelous things Fly to who you are Climb upon your star You believe you'll find your wings Fly Everywhere you go Your soul will find a home You'll be free To spread your wings Fly You can fly To your heart

Maaf karena memang aku tak mau mengenang semuanya Merasakan ketidak-adilan itu terlalu menyakitkan Memutar memori lama sama halnya dengan memanggil ingatan-ingatan negatif tentang masa itu Menyesakkan. Hanya ketika aku ingin bangkit, tak bolehkah aku? Hanya ketika aku ingin berdiri, tak bisakah aku? Apakah rantai bergodam besi itu masih terlihat sama dimatamu? Melingkar di mata kakiku tak menghendakiku beranjak? Apakah yang tersisa di masa lalu tak bisa dihapus saja? Sepenting itukah arti sebuah “masa lalu”? Hanya rangkaian kata yang belum beranjak Ia masih disini bersamaku, tak terpedulikan Melesak di tengah rerimbunan dahan-dahan kepedihan Terkurung disana, perasaan yang hidup di dua alam Tidak tahu bagaimana menanggapi Tidak tahu bagaimana mengatasi Ia hanya meresapi. Benar-benar merasakan.