Iridescent Alvrose

Maaf karena memang aku tak mau mengenang semuanya Merasakan ketidak-adilan itu terlalu menyakitkan Memutar memori lama sama halnya dengan memanggil ingatan-ingatan negatif tentang masa itu Menyesakkan. Hanya ketika aku ingin bangkit, tak bolehkah aku? Hanya ketika aku ingin berdiri, tak bisakah aku? Apakah rantai bergodam besi itu masih terlihat sama dimatamu? Melingkar di mata kakiku tak menghendakiku beranjak? Apakah yang tersisa di masa lalu tak bisa dihapus saja? Sepenting itukah arti sebuah “masa lalu”? Hanya rangkaian kata yang belum beranjak Ia masih disini bersamaku, tak terpedulikan Melesak di tengah rerimbunan dahan-dahan kepedihan Terkurung disana, perasaan yang hidup di dua alam Tidak tahu bagaimana menanggapi Tidak tahu bagaimana mengatasi Ia hanya meresapi. Benar-benar merasakan.

Ah, look at all the lonely people Ah, look at all the lonely people Eleanor Rigby picks up the rice in the church where a wedding has been Lives in a dream Waits at the window, wearing the face that she keeps in a jar by the door Who is it for? All the lonely people Where do they all come from? All the lonely people Where do they all belong? Father McKenzie writing the words of a sermon that no one will hear No one comes near Look at him working, darning his socks in the night when there's nobody there What does he care? All the lonely people Where do they all come from? All the lonely people Where do they all belong? Ah, look at all the lonely people Ah, look at all the lonely people Eleanor Rigby died in the church and was buried along with her name Nobody came Father McKenzie wiping the dirt from his hands as he walks from the grave No one was saved All the lonely people (Ah, look at all the lonely people) Where do they all come from? All the lonely people (Ah, look at

Baru saja aku terbangun dan menyadari hari sudah pagi Semalam , yang kulakukan hanyalah menunggu pagi Rasanya sangat membosankan Mengingat hari selalu berulang begitu saja tanpa ada gubahan Lalu apa yang kita lakukan di siang hari selain menunggu malam? Bagiku, awal dari segala awal di kehidupan ini Adalah kepercayaan Banyak hal lahir dari kuatnya kepercayaan Setelah turun ke bumi, Adam percaya bahwa ia akan menemukan Hawa Begitu pula sebaliknya Mereka percaya Allah akan mempertemukannya kembali Kau pikir untuk apa Allah menurunkan mereka di tempat yang berbeda? Begitulah. Jika kepercayaan itu tidak ada, jadilah mereka meratapi nasib dan perbuatannya. Diam di suatu tempat, - Tidak akan ada yang berubah - Karena ia ada, semua akan bergerak dengan sendirinya Istilahnya ‘otomatis’ Yang perlu kita tahu hanyalah bagaimana membangun kepercayaan itu Serta mempertahankannya Dan itu tidak mudah membangun poros yang berputar   konstan

Sejauh ini ingin sekali kusapa Walau hanya terlontar ‘hai’ ataupun ‘apa kabar?’ Namun rasanya ada saja suatu rasa yang membatasi diriku Berestimasi bahwa akan ada hal yang buruk akan terjadi Tentu saja diluar dugaan Diluar harapan Apakah pengakuan ini masih terdengar angkuh? Suatu pemikiran yang otomatis Yang terjadi saat risau merajai logika Beranggapan bahwa semua orang baik-baik saja Kecuali kita. Kecuali diri kita sendiri. Kita yang terburuk. Kita sendiri yang terpuruk. Secara otomatis pula jika kita mengutarakannya ‘Dia’ menjadi besar kepala Merasa lebih hebat dari kita Merasa lebih ‘segalanya’ dari kita Bukan itu yang kumau, bukan itu. Bukankah kita seharusnya bersama? Bukankah kita seharusnya sekarang masih bersama? Bukankah kita pernah menjelajah waktu bersama? Sejauh ini, Apa kau lupa? Apakah pengakuan ini tidak menjelaskan bahwa aku merindukan kalian?

Im not a light, nor a torchlight Im not white, just any dark colours I enough to know something wrong, Im teenager now I enough to know what’s make me enjoy I enough to know what’s make me jerk I enough to know what’s make me shocked I enough to know what’s make me hurt… That’s the reason why do I chose to silent Why do I tried to write, despite you suspected me the way Why do I cried all night long Why do I chose to walk alone on this world Why do I chose to hate everything beside me Have you ever feel that your life make you nauseated? Have you ever feel that your presence just make the other’s life in disorder? Have you ever think to do a suicide? Have you ever think to thrown by to the hell? Have you? Any one can’t make me feel joy Any one can’t make me feel satisfied I’ve been trying not to speak or tell anything But this wound pain in my heart can’t stop my tears In that way, the tears told what I can’t say But no one kn

Well you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you’re missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go And you let her go Staring at the bottom of your glass Hoping one day you'll make a dream last But dreams come slow and they go so fast You see her when you close your eyes Maybe one day you'll understand why Everything you touch surely dies But you only need the light when it's burning low Only miss the sun when it starts to snow Only know you love her when you let her go Only know you've been high when you're feeling low Only hate the road when you're missin' home Only know you love her when you let her go Staring at the ceiling in the dark Same old empty feeling in your heart 'Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast Well you see her when you fall asleep Bu

Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit lonely and you're never coming round Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by Turnaround, every now and then I get a little bit terrified and then I see the look in your eyes Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart Turnaround bright eyes, every now and then I fall apart And I need you now tonight And I need you more than ever And if you'll only hold me tight We'll be holding on forever And we'll only be making it right Cause we'll never be wrong together We can take it to the end of the line Your love is like a shadow on me all of the time (all of the time) I don't know what to do and I'm always in the dark We're living in a powder keg and giving off sparks I really need you tonight Forever