Iridescent Alvrose

Tearing me apart with words you wouldn't say, And suddenly tomorrow's a moment washed away 'Cause I don't have a reason, and you don't have the time, But we both keep on waiting for something we won't find The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday, With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade We said it was forever but then it slipped away, Standing at the end of the final masquerade The final masquerade All I ever wanted, the secrets that you keep, All you've ever wanted, the truth I couldn't speak 'Cause I can't see forgiveness, and you can't see the crime, And we both keep on waiting for what we left behind The light on the horizon was brighter yesterday, With shadows floating over, the scars begin to fade We said it was forever but then it slipped away, Standing at the end of the final masquerade The final masquerade The final masquerade Standing at the end of the final masquerade The light on the horizon was brig

Maaf karena memang aku tak mau mengenang semuanya Merasakan ketidak-adilan itu terlalu menyakitkan Memutar memori lama sama halnya dengan memanggil ingatan-ingatan negatif tentang masa itu Menyesakkan. Hanya ketika aku ingin bangkit, tak bolehkah aku? Hanya ketika aku ingin berdiri, tak bisakah aku? Apakah rantai bergodam besi itu masih terlihat sama dimatamu? Melingkar di mata kakiku tak menghendakiku beranjak? Apakah yang tersisa di masa lalu tak bisa dihapus saja? Sepenting itukah arti sebuah “masa lalu”? Hanya rangkaian kata yang belum beranjak Ia masih disini bersamaku, tak terpedulikan Melesak di tengah rerimbunan dahan-dahan kepedihan Terkurung disana, perasaan yang hidup di dua alam Tidak tahu bagaimana menanggapi Tidak tahu bagaimana mengatasi Ia hanya meresapi. Benar-benar merasakan.